Unraveled- when your life is falling apart.



28, January 2016 by Valrelyn

Sometimes you want to save people, and you try your hardest to be their life preserve. You try to be god in their lives when that’s not your job.  We have to recognize like John the Baptist said” I am not  Jesus; I am simply the voice in the wilderness, making the way straight to Jesus. Often you have to realize they don’t need a small god but a big GOD. And if you are not careful you will get caught up trying to save them when you were simply meant to show them the way.  So many times we are trying to perform a role in their life that you were not meant to perform.  You have to come to the realization that you can’t save them, so you have to walk away and exit the room or be silent.  Sometimes silence is the only part of sanity that they can see.  The reality is we can’t save everyone, even though we try. You want them to see the big picture you want them to see what God has for them. But they can’t because their vision is too limited. They have stayed so far from the father and can’t hear is voice.  He says my sheep hear my voice and they follow me. They should follow me, not the world but me.  But sometimes sheep go astray and the voices that they hear or not of God but of a familiar spirit.  In the natural it appears that everything they hear and see line up with God. The reality is you cannot believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.

It’s hard to recognize when one has strayed and it’s not following the will of the Father but his or her own will. We often become so caught up in believing what we are doing is God’s pure will for our life but it’s not. We haven’t bothered to consult with him we have gone and thrown ourselves on the mercy seat. Oh, we pretend to surrender but we haven’t, we haven’t completely surrendered 100% to him.  We are still battling the flesh or familiar spirits of our past, and we refuse to let go. We refuse to because they are comfortable. So we fast and we pray, but we don’t get answers because God is not listening. He recognizes that you are not sincere and that your desires are not his desires.  But you think that they are because you have convinced yourself, you are doing the will of your father, but are you really?  Have you sold out to him 100% or are you seeking answers from ones on self or others. Only God can give you the answers you seek. He is a jealous God, and we should put nothing in front him. Then why don’t you look for him.   He states” Therefore, we should do with boldness to the throne of grace, so that we may have mercy and may find grace to help in time of need.  Easy words, but often it’s very difficult to do when you are out of your fathers will.

He will allow storms to come into your life, he will allow you to crash and burn. It’s not until he has you like Jonah in the bellow of the whale alone and by yourself when you have no one to turn to. No family, no friends no one but him. That is when he can reach you. Sometimes you have to lose everything and everyone to be reached. And even then some still can’t hear his voice.  When you are not walking in the will the father, you are constantly in chaos, you can’t distinguish truth from fiction, and you believe anyone and everybody. You see everything as a sign from God when it’s only the enemy. Because he knows you and he knows what you like. So he presents himself in a matter that you do not know that it is him. You think that Its God and God’s perfect will and Gods plans, but it’s the enemy.  You see that he knows you are destined for greatness, but he doesn’t want you to achieve the goals that God has for you. So he shows up, he or she seems like the answer to what you have been praying for. They have all the answers, they know everything.  It’s as if you are two kindred spirits. But are you actually? Now that Satan has a foot in the door, he will go forward with his designs.  And often we can’t see it when we are lost.  We can’t understand, but others around us see it and  understand it and we become angry, because we believe they are envious, or they don’t want us to be glad.  This is the beginning of the  alienation the separation process, because the enemy wants you by yourself to demolish. The thief comes to kill and steal and destroy, but Jesus came so that you might have life and live it more abundantly. Do you want it, can you believe it. You can’t because you are away from the Father.

You are like the prodigal son, you want your inheritances and the father will has given it to you.  And you have squandered it on women and things of your flesh.  You would rather stay with the pigs and eat with them their waste than to return home, where you know you are loved and wanted. But you can’t see clearly your vision is clouded.   The enemy has you under his hold.  And you ask the Lord, why you have forsaken me why have you left me alone. But it was your choice  it was the choices you made.  You are on the path of destruction.  For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? You have lost your soul but not your salvation.  You have forgotten whose you are and who you are to him.  In your mind you can’t think clearly.  You’ve become so double minded in your ways that you can’t think clearly. You are constantly back and forth trying to figure out who is for you and who is against you because the enemy says. They are not your family they are not your friends. They are jealous of you they are jealous of me, they are your enemy.  But they are not because you are sleeping with the enemy and you have chosen death.  You no longer listen to HIS voice you listen to his voice the one who has come to steal kill and destroy you. And though you hold the ability to trample serpents and to judge angels you can’t. Because your ability to distinguish facts from truth is now warp.

God says you should have no other God before him, but yet you have. Because when you fall out of his will we no longer seek answers from him but from the world.  The world has become your God because you have allowed your flesh to lead you.  You have convinced yourself you are doing what God wants, but are you actually? God will give you the desires of your heart, because after all the desires of your heart are desires that he has placed in your heart. It is his desires , and his plans, merely you have hardened your heart and the desires you have are your own selfish desires. And not desires that were placed in your spirit by God. They are all carnal desires based on flesh. It’s distressing when we don’t see the gifts that God holds in store for us, it’s even more heartbreaking when loses sight of the only thing that counts in life. That Jesus died for all our sins, and he did so that we might experience life more abundantly.  That he loves us, in spite of everything that we have done he loves us, and his love does not have conditions on it.  You can’t screw up and he not takes you back. He loves us so much that he died for us. He carried the cross and bore all our sins. He was without sin this perfect Lamb of God.  He wants you all screwed up and broken, he wants you no matter how bad it looks he wants you. He desires to have a personal relationship with you. He wants to give you the gift of peace. He is the calm in the middle of the storm. He is the voice you call out in the middle of the wilderness.  His word is above his name.  He loves you, the way no one will ever love you. He sees you, in the messed up state that you are in and he wants you. He wants to redeem you and bring you back into his flock. He wants to restore grace back to you, because you believe that you have fallen from grace but you have not. You simply chose to walk in darkness, and not in light. Have you forgotten that he saved you? Have you forgotten when it looks like there wasn’t a ram in the bush he supplied one.  Jesus says “I am the way and the truth and the life.

So much in life we wonder why other people suffer such hard times, why it seems like they should be further along than they are.  We even wonder why they seem to have such bad fortune.  Or why they are abandoned from their family and friends? You ask them, but everyone else is to blame. They often say they had a hard life or this or that happen to them.  Have you ever asked them what did you, do to contribute to it. They were out of my will says the Father. They chose to “Enter through the narrow gate, for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and many that enter through it. “ For the gate is small and the way is narrow and that leads to life and few there are that find it.  It was their life choices that are to blame for what has occurred.  Not their parents, not their childhood but them, themselves are the one who made that choice. Because God is constantly with us even when we are messed up and at our lowest he is there with us.   He is the gentle who waits for you. God is always standing at the door waiting to enter, waiting to hear you call his name.  Only you won’t because of pride and ego and self. You probably say I didn’t believe in him.  It’s hard to fathom how someone can’t believe in God or maybe it’s that they simply chose not to believe.  Whatever is the convenient excuse we use to justify our life choices!

Being out of his will is like an out of body experience, you are separated from the God of the universe. But things look good everything is lining up, you believe it’s his perfect will.  You are happy, or at least you have fooled yourself into thinking it.   All is well with the world, but when the storms come along and they will you survive.  Ask yourself will you survive losing everything, again. Will you make it through this time?   This out of body experience is a high it’s temporary. Highs all have their enjoyment and then we crash from the high, and the crash is not fun. But this out of body experience is so worth it all. You are walking in faith or so you believe or rather you are lead to think.  It’s great all is right with the world. But what is this experience really costing you? You’ve lost some of your friends, but that doesn’t matter, you drink to make it through because you can’t face the reality because it’s not pleasant.  You think of yourself as a failure because in so many areas of your life there is incompleteness.  You acknowledge that it’s there but you don’t acknowledge the pain and destruction you have caused yourself.  Since you can’t acknowledge that pain you assume that God won’t forgive you.  Are you refusing to accept the fact that he has. This out of body experience is life endangering. . God won’t give you what you want or need until you submit to Him.  Even, if means breaking you and almost destroying you. It’s time for you to stop struggling.  It’s time you reevaluated your life and your choices. It’s time to look past what you see in the natural and believe to be true and ask the creator of the universe to forgive you because he will.  It is time to come back home to the father, even though you are filthy and in dirty rags.  It’s time to run like hell! As fast as you can you have to run he is waiting there with open arms? He doesn’t view your past mistakes, he picks up his child, he doesn’t feel the stench that covers you from lying with swine and harlots, and he doesn’t see this he simply picks up his kid.  He doesn’t care that you are broke and have nothing to show for it, that life didn’t turn out the way you hoped. He doesn’t care that your whole life has been one big mess, he doesn’t care. He is running toward you. He wants to meet you half way.  Run to him.  So what if you feel like a failure, so what if you let your family down, so what if you’ve abandoned your family. Keep running, run faster and harder than you ever have before. Don’t look back, don’t be like Solomon, he was so wise and so wealthy, but he lost everything because of his flesh. Don’t be like   Sampson beware of Delilah along the way, she or he wants to keep you from your destiny. Run; run like you have never run before.  Even though the forbidden fruit taste like honey or your lips.  Run, run to me because I am waiting for you. I desire to restore to you the things that the locust and the cankerworms ate.  I require to restore you to your true position. Simply you accept to submit to me. You have to stop looking for answers from everywhere else. I ask you to let it go don’t look backward.  I am the only one who can turn your tears into joy, who can give you beauty for your ashes. I am the only who can restore what was lost. I am the solitary one, who can bend back the hands of time, and make it seems as if your situation was yesterday and not 7 or 8 years ago. I am the true Vine; my Father is the wine dresser. “Every branch in me that does not bear fruit, He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit, He prunes it so that it may bear more fruit. You transplanted a vine in the wilderness and I have come to save you. Run to me my son and daughters run to me. I have prepared a feast for you, I have killed the fatten pig.  All your sins have been forgiven.  All you have to do is come home.

Heavenly Father,

I pray your will be done in my life, as you have written in Your word in Isaiah 55:9, says, “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” And in response to your word I say, “I thank you for being above me and recognizing what is best for me.” In this spirit, we are all looking for our purpose and asking for your will to be done. But let us not be blindsided and naive to think that as we ask, so we are ready for it to be revealed and respond accordingly. I pray that as each of us comes to a period in our lives where we dare to inquire you to reveal your will for us, you would cast us in a topographic point of acceptance of what you reveal to us. It may not be what we want, but it will surely be what we need in order to survive a life fully invested in you. When fear attempts to exhaust us, be the destroyer of the fear by your perfect love for we know it casts away all fear. When you see that we are tempted to turn back and ignore your will, chasten our spirits and helps us to see that you only want the best for us. Help us to realize that anything you bring into our lives and anything you reveal to us is for our good. Give us a spirit of acceptance and a heart open to your move in our lives. Most of all Lord, let us never get so caught up in seeking you out for a revelation that we forget to seek you, for you. Let us always desire to be with you above all things. Seeking your kingdom first and letting everything else be added afterwords. Letting your love surround us and cast out any fear or doubts. Assist us to be in love with you, accept your will for our lives and feed us the proper reply to your revelation.

In Jesus’ Name, Amen

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