Our relationship is an intimate one; it’s been on again and off again. I believe a part of the mystique about it is that you refuse to give up. You continue to say I will win your heart. Why do you continue to follow me when I am not interested, why do you wait so patiently for me to reply or recognize that you are at that place. This relationship has been an ongoing relationship throughout time. But yet you wait patiently, without love for me. You promise me the world if only I would give you a chance. You would fix all the broken areas of my life. If I would give you a chance I would know real love, a love that I have never known before. Real love at no cost, because the price has been paid. You say there are no strings attached. You just wait and watch with love in your eyes and in your heart. The question is do I submit to your will, or do I go along by myself. If I submit you promise to never leave me or forsake me and I will thirst no more. You claim that your love is stronger than a brother’s, and that you will always love me. How does one let go, to let go of the life that they have known for promises they can’t understand.
You want me to trust something I can’t see, and just step out on faith. You know all my secrets, but you don’t judge me or hold it against me and you still want me. You said you can forgive me for all my sins and wipe the slate clean. How am I worthy of such love and such grace? Then you remind me that you paid the ultimate price for my lifetime, and nothing I can do in life will be held against me. All I need to do is submit to your will. So if I submit, and let go of free will, I will remember my life with you. I remember who I was meant to be and the journey we once walked together. If I simply let go of the past, and embrace my future with you. I will be yours forever; because this is not a one night stand affair. You want an eternity with me to prove your love to me. I want this love this life you are promising, I want to walk with you again. I want to feel your spirit with mine. So I surrender my all to you, I give you all my hopes and dreams; I give you my heart to be healed that has been broken by man. I want what you are promised for you say you are not a man that you should lie. You are the one created me, who spoke me into existence. I want to be yours completely. I need you to be mine; I need your forgiveness, for choosing other over you e you waited on me. Thank you for waiting on me and loving me LORD.