N8tivegirl

Why is it so hard for me to believe You will do what You said You would do?

Father, what message have I accepted as truth that I now need to erase—so I can believe You again?

Your truth is standing face-to-face with my facts.
And right now, my facts feel louder.

We all have Sarah moments—seasons where we grow tired of waiting.
Moments where hope feels irresponsible and belief feels naïve.

Like Sarah, we hear the promise…
but because it hasn’t happened yet, we begin to suspect it never will.

So we laugh.
Not because it’s funny—but because disappointment has taught us not to expect too much.

We don’t stop believing in God.
We just stop believing He will do it for us.

But at the appointed time, God sends a reminder.

Not to shame us.
Not to rush us.
But to reveal Himself in a way we’ve never known before.

Scripture tells us that Sarah eventually judged God faithful (Hebrews 11:11).

She laughed—until she realized there was something about God she had missed.

Not His power.
Not His ability.
But His faithfulness.

Sometimes the delay isn’t denial—it’s an invitation.

An invitation to know God beyond sermons.
Beyond other people’s testimonies.
Beyond borrowed faith.

In this season, there is an expression of God you do not yet know.

You’ve heard about Him.
But now He wants you to know Him for yourself.

So in 2026, I’m choosing to become someone who trusts God again—personally, intimately, honestly.

Not because the facts have changed.
But because my relationship with Him is.